Friday morning randomness!

I'm watching Good Day Sacramento like I do every morning -- and I need more coffee -- but I'm too lazy to get some right now. And it's Friday so that means The Price Is Right will be really good 'cause Fridays usually have the best episodes.

And I should read Dracula if I'm going to finish it on Monday, but I can do that later. Or maybe I will do it now. Bye!

PS: I'll write a longer entry later. XDD

Randomness.

Gannon laughs at you in this one Zelda game I have. And I don't think it's very nice of him to do so 'cause I'm already losing my lives and getting EMAG REVO's. I like the game though. Except one of the other games which was for N64 is really stupid. It is called Majora's Mask, and it's just a fail. You only have three days to do stuff. Stupid, right?

Then there was a certain post on Tumblr this morning. Some creep mispelled Michael as Micheal, and since it was referring to Mikey Crawford, I was ready to hurt them badly. I love my Mikey so, and if anyone hurts him,  I'll be furious. I am so anal about him it's not funny. And I think I want to cuddle Mikey. But only I can 'cause if someone steals him...oooooh! Punjab lasso. And not in the fun way, either.

"I Know How to Love."

Tug at my soul, why don’t you;

Drive me wild and take my voice.

Steal my heart and keep me up all night;

Make me lose my mind.

Pull my chains and make me cry;

Give me butterflies and break my heart.

Cause me bliss and leave me notes;

Create my dreams for me.

Shake my life and push my buttons;

Sing me lullabies and nurse my ills.

Paint me portraits and write me symphonies;

Share my life with me.

Blogger's Note

I've returned after a much needed hiatus, but because I don't have enough time to write a decent entry right now, I'll think of one in the next three hours and post it then. Bye for now~!

Slices of Life, a family matters fanfic - FanFiction.Net

Slices of Life, a family matters fanfic - FanFiction.Net

Reality is never fun.

Reality just kicked in and it's not pleasant in any way, shape, or form. Although I know how pathetic this sounds, I'm bawling my eyes out because I realized that Tré Cool is legitemately engaged. Part of me thought it was a sick joke that someone on various Green Day sites had made up to torture the Tré fans, but I know at last that it's true. What's worse is that I want to be happy for him -- I really, really do -- but right now, I'm unable to.

Come On Down!

Not only did this woman on 'The Price Is Right' win a car on CoverUp, but she also got the unbeatable dollar and a $1,000 bonus. However, I'm not done -- she also got $25,000 on her bonus spin -- so if she wins the Showcase, that will truly be an epic win!

(I'll write a longer post later.)

21 and Coming Clean for the First Time...

I was in a relationship with the same guy for close to two years. Then, we broke up but are still best friends to this day. However, I've had sexual fantasies towards a few female celebrities (Anne Robinson and Adie Armstrong, for example) and I find men who wear drag to be very attractive. Plus, I really didn't feel anything when I kissed my ex, sad as that is. Also, there's the fact that I basically had a sex dream about Beej's wife.

So on Monday, I told my mom about the sex dream (because she knows I've been confused for a long, long time) and that's when it hit me. I am bi, and it really lifts a huge weight off my shoulders knowing that.

Musings on Green Day.

"I wanna be the minority;

I don't need your authority.

Down with the moral majority,

'Cause I wanna be the minority!"

I first heard Green Day at the end of my junior year of high school. However, I knew of Green Day before that because of a friend of mine whose name was Becca. She loved Green Day and spent a lot of time listening to them when we had been at school together.

When I got my first MP3 player, I was searching around for music to put on it. Then, I got the brilliant idea to put some Green Day songs on it, and my life has not been the same since. The first song I ever heard was Minority, and it remains one of my favorites even now. Furthermore, I can proudly say that my first Green Day song was one of their older ones! Not many people can do that, especially after American Idiot came out, so I feel honored. Of course, I have other favorite songs, as well – but it would take too long to list them all.  

My favorite band member is Tré Cool, the drummer, because he’s such a free spirit. He doesn’t seem to care what others think of him; he just does his own thing. In addition, he has a sense of humor very similar to my own, and he’s the most perverted man on the planet! His looks help quite a bit, too, but those are secondary to everything else.

Finally, I’d like to thank Billie Joe, Mike, and Tré for everything they’ve done. If it weren’t for them, I’d have never discovered Nine Inch Nails or The Ramones! Moreover, I probably wouldn’t have had the courage to move out or tell my parents I wanted to quit school for good. Therefore, I owe a lot to them and love them with all my heart. <3

More poetry and some ramblings.

I was looking through my documents folder, and I found a poem I wrote when I was sixteen. In fact, it's the poem I wrote for Leonard Nimoy when I went to my first Star Trek convention! I'm surprised, to say the least, because I'd thought it was lost when I got this computer. So, without further ado...

~

Ode to Leonard Nimoy
By Sarah


I saw you first as Mr. Spock,
With your emotions tightly locked.
I read your second book,
Into your life I got a look.

You directed movies three and four,
And I was left wanting more.
In The Undiscovered Country, you said farewell,
With your voice sounding clear as a bell.

Out of all photographers,
You are the one I prefer.
You love poetry as I do,
Let me give this poem to you.

I did not always like you this much,
It was on Spock that I had the crush.
Now I like both of you,
And wish you to tell Spock, too.

I saw you in a TV ad,
Seeing you in it made me glad.
That commercial was your best work yet,
And a nice end to the entire set.

You said you would never hurt a fan,
Never place a restraining ban.
I ask you this from interest,
Why can’t crazier fans take a rest?

Live long and prosper, Mr. Spock,
With your emotions under a thick lock.
Good luck to you, Mr. Nimoy,
In whatever your talent shall employ.

Poems and an apology.

Okay, so I know I haven't updated in awhile, and for that I apologize. It's just that I've had a lot going on lately -- what with my grandma in hospice care and all my appointments and whatnot -- so please forgive the long silence.

I wrote some poetry about Erik awhile ago, and now I'm realizing this is a good place to post it.  Therefore, without further ado...

~

Erik's Sonata

by Sarah

May 19, 2010

No love or respect; only a mask,

The gypsies' trap and a sense of not belonging,

Removing the mask for others and Luciana's desire.

I am dying of love, Daroga...

Oh, Erik...

~

The Nameless One

by Sarah

October 20, 2010

In the darkness, I watch, I wait.

I succumb to the shadows of night.

She calls me Angel.

But to them I am the nameless one.



My first love.

James and I met on May 24, 2008 because we're both members of The Phantom's Opera, which is a forum dedicated to The Phantom of the Opera. We became friends fairly quickly, and soon discovered we had more in common than just our taste in musicals. After about three or four months, I realized that what I felt was more than friendship, and began a quest to show James how I felt. The clincher to the whole situation came in the middle of January, when James left his phone at school and had little to no access to a computer for two days straight. When he called on the third day, I was more than ready to yell at him, but I kept my cool and explained how I'd felt as though he had abandoned me. It was only then, after we'd hung up, that I realized I was madly in love with him. The catch? He lives in Hawaii, and I in California.

February 24, 2009 started out like a normal day. I went to school, to the dentist, and came home. However, if I'd known what was in store for me, I sure wouldn't have called it a "normal" day! That night, James and I were chatting on Yahoo Messenger (as is custom for us when we're not on the phone) and I asked if it was possible to miss someone you'd never met. He was unsure, but said he missed me, too. Then I got quite bold and confessed my feelings for him, mentioning that I'd noticed some changes in his behavior. It turned out he'd been harboring feelings for me, too! After that came some talk about whether we wanted to be in a relationship or not, because as he said, "Long-distance isn't for everyone."

On December 23, 2010, I broke up with James after several months of feeling as though the relationship was going nowhere and that it was turning into more of a friendship. We have no regrets because we ended it on good terms, and we're doing our best to stay friends.

The terrible twosome... XD

Stuff & Nonsense.

I'm writing this entry as a time-killer because I really want it to be eight already so I can talk to Angel. However, it's only 1:35, so there's lots of time before he'll call. His ringtone is the part of "Angel of Music" that goes I am your Angel; come to me, Angel of Music...so maybe I'm more anxious to hear the ringtone than to talk to him. But maybe not -- we'll see.

I think I also like the idea of lunch right now, but I don't think I want to do anything about it. I'd rather write this and then maybe go watch more CSI.

And I love my stuffed kitty to bits. His name is Munkustrap, and is very cute. I like to cuddle with him and pet his fur and give him hugs. He is lying on my bed right now -- taking a nap -- and suddenly I feel like joining him. So maybe I will continue this later. Or post something entirely different -- who knows! Right now, though, I think it's nap time for Sarah.

More of my talents; enjoy!

So, this morning, I thought I'd share a few more of my photos. However, these are still life shots -- in contrast to the landscape ones I posted yesterday.

These are just a few of the shots I've taken over the past month or so, and any feedback would be much appreciated. Thanks.

Randomness.

I can't believe this is my third entry in one night. Well, like I said, I do tend to ramble -- so excuse me if these entries don't make any sense. Or dollars, for that matter!

Anyway, I really think I like drawing in addition to photography. Mom wants me to take a drawing class, but I told her no, I'm much too into photography. Drawing is just something I do when I feel happy; I don't really want to make a hobby out of it like I might with photography. Speaking of which, I want to take more photos at McKinley Park soon -- when it's not raining. But I also want to take some elsewhere, like in my parents' yard or something. That would be fun!

I just realized I am very, very hyper. Maybe I have had too much coffee today. Oh, well, not my concern now. I just want to finish this blog entry/ramble 'cause I think I need more tea. And I can't get some if I'm typing.

Also, I like to talk to my friend a lot. His name is James and he lives in Hawaii. He is my best friend in the whole world, and I can tell him everything and anything. I think he is an Angel 'cause he looks out for me and likes lots of the same things I do. Like The Price Is Right and Phantom of the Opera,  for example. And he has the most amazing sense of humor! We were lovers for awhile, but we called it quits a month ago. I am sad about that. Very, very sad.

I live in an apartment, which I love. It has 680 square inches of space, which is very large when you think about it. I have lots of posters hanging on my walls, too, and I think I have room for one or two more. Also, I hung up two calendars yesterday!

I think I have written enough for now, so I will end it and get some tea. Bye!

A sampling of my talents; enjoy.

I recently found that I enjoy photograpy, and that still life and landscape photos are the most fun for me. Therefore, I'd like to share some photos that I took recently:



These were taken while at McKinley Park, and while they aren't bad for first-time shots, I feel there is room for improvement. I also want to take a few classes on photography at some point, and maybe check a few books out of the library on the subject, as well. My mom says I have a really, really good eye for it, too, so now I know some classes might not hurt.

Random Factoids and an Introductory Post.

Welcome to the funny farm -- otherwise known as the life of me, myself, and I! I made this blog for two reasons; one, so I'd have a place to write when I need to, and two, so I can share my love of photography with the world. So...I thought I'd begin by posting some random factoids about myself:

-I can write my first name in cursive with my left hand.
-However, I'm right-handed.
-I have a borderline-unhealthy obsession with lupus.
-I do not like amaretto coffee.
-I have autism and moderate cerebral palsy.
-I won't wear Chuck Taylors when it rains.
-I'm overprotective of my Chucks.
-House MD is my favorite show, though I won't say no to any of the CSI's.
-My hair is straight, very dark brown, and falls to my shoulders.
-I always wear my hair in a ponytail.
-I LOVE musicals.
-I'm not a neat freak. At all.
-I snort when I laugh really hard.
-I'm a coffeeholic.
-I prefer Peet's Coffee & Tea over Starbucks.
-I'm extremely sarcastic and cynical.
-People who know me say I talk too much.
-Those who don't know me say I don't talk enough.
-I love making lists.
-Writing is a talent of mine.
-I love singing and have taken private voice lessons since March of 2007.
-My sigma color is red, though I also love lime green and black.
-I can't stand Coke products.
-Japanese is my favorite cuisine.
-Hugh Laurie and Tré Cool are god, though I won't say no to George Gray or Jeff Davis!
-I'm a noodleholic.
-For most of my life, I hated Italian sausage.
-My favorite kinds of photography are still life and abstract.
-My mom says I have a good eye for photography in general.
-I want to take a photography class or two at some point.
-I like figuring out complicated math problems but hate math classes.
-I'm not going to have kids.
-In fact, I'm paranoid about being pregnant.
-I'm more of a vanillaholic than a chocoholic.

If you made it this far, I congratulate you for having the patience to bear with me. And, in case you haven't guessed by now, I ramble a lot. However, if that isn't a problem for you, then please follow me!