Alan Rickman on Jimmy Fallon (10/9/2013)

Rant ahead. You've been warned.

I haven’t slept and Matt’s leaving in four months (which is all my fault btw) and I’m just in a bitchy mood. Also when I was at Starbucks there were these two bitches at the next table sharing a fruit bowl and it bugged me like I felt like they were practically saying ‘we have fruit so we’re better than you, fatass.'

Why?

By Sarah 

June 1, 2013

You were my first.

You stole my heart;

And took it to the stars.

Will you be there when I need you?

Do you even care?

Will things be better

Once you are truly gone?

Or would you admit your mistakes

And stay here with me?

No more endless nights of pining;

When all is said and done.

I’m not asking for much, you know;

I just want you to be safe.

But if that means we separate

Then you’re asking too much of me.

My heart is yours forever;

I cannot deny you that.

But if I mean so little to you;

Maybe I’ll take it back.

A bit about me...

I have so many cherry red items in my apartment:

• my glasses
• coffee mugs
• tablecloth
• bedsheets 
• pillowcases
• towel
• garbage can
• toaster
• kleenex box cover
• chuck taylors
• toilet seat cover
• bath mat (wow it looks weird without another t)
• catch alls
• the trim on my desk
• housecoat
• kitchen utensils
• pots/pans
• strainer
• lampshades
• coats/jackets

...and I'm sure there are a few other things I missed but whatever.

La di da...

G'morning and a very happy Friday to all my followers. I'd also like to let you know that I would have posted sooner, but I was busy earlier and couldn't. Therefore, without further ado, heeeeeeeeeeereeeeeeeeeeeeeee we go! First of all, my mom's coming home today after spending a few days visi-ding my auntie Marjon. I can't wait to see her 'cause it's been far too long.

Also, I think I'm going to draw today 'cause I haven't done so in awhile. What I'm going to draw is beyond me as of right now, but I'm sure something will come to me. 'Course, if all else fails, I can always draw another picture of Béla Lugosi. An' as I sit writ-ding this en-tury, I happen to be watchin' The Price Is Right. Except that it's celebrit-dee week and Heidi Klum is on the show today.

Plus, Errrrrrrrrrik is calling me tonight between nine an' ten. I am so psyched for it that it's not funny -- except we had a hilarious conversation this morning -- so I should not be so excited. But I better go 'cause I wanna see what happens to these contestants.

Bye for now!

PS: Errrrrrrrik, you're crazy.

Lost.

Can you hear me?

Are you even there?

My heart shatters,

Tears fall.

Will you listen?

Do you even care?

I love you so, my dark one,

You’re all I want and need.

Did you have to leave me?

Couldn’t you have stayed?

You broke my heart, my love;

I cannot tell a lie.

What will happen now?

Are the angels treating you well?

You cannot expect me to sit and sigh.

For I cannot live without you, my love,

I need you here with me.

Why are you so oblivious?

Why do you refuse to believe?

I am not a ghost, a shadow, or demon.

My love for you is not untrue.

Couldn’t you wait for me?

Why did you go?

Without you I am lost;

I cannot hide my fear.

Did you even consider my love for you?

Or how much hurt I would feel?

Come to the light, my dark prince;

Please let me take you home.

Why must we live in different worlds?

Why can’t I be with you?

If I knew the answers;

Or I knew the reasons,

I’d save them all for you.

Ha-cha-cha-cha!

G'morning and merry Thursday to all my followers. This is just a quick note to say that I'll be back with a proper entry later because I'm having a random bout of writer's block.

Bye for now!

PS: Errrrrrrrrrrrik, you're insane. ;)

Spirit of the Night.

Words escape me, torture me; use me.

Eyes of sapphire tease and taunt.

Your angelic voice turns me to stone,

While perfect lips haunt my every dream.

Love for you is all I know;

Chasing ghosts is not right, they say.

But I love you so, my spirit of the night.

Years will pass and I will still remember.

My fallen angel, you are gone; they say.

It’s best to forget and move on,

But who can forget someone so memorable?

The past is best left alone, some say;

Live in the present, they sob.

But for you, my dark angel,

I would gladly go back in time.

Do da da...

G'morning and happy Wednesday to all my followers. I'd like to start off by wishing J.R.R. Tolkien a belated happy 119th birthday, and reminding everyone that not all who wander are lost, even though the road does go ever on and on.

Also, big news abounds today. First of all, my Facebook comment was mentioned on Good Day Sacramento by Ken Rudolph, so I was able to get my five seconds of fame. Also, Rich Fields -- the former announcer for The Price Is Right -- tweeted me last night in response to a tweet I'd sent him.

I'll write more after today's episode of The Price Is Right, because Neil Patrick Harris is the celebrity guest today, and I'm psyched!

Bye for now!

PS: Errrrrrrik, you rock. ♥

Eeeheehee, guess who's hyper!

That's right, meeeeeeeee!

I just got back from group, and now I'm wayt-ding for for Errrrik to call. And when he does, he is going to have his hands full! Oops, there he is. Bye!